These are some rap lyrics my brain came up with.

Leaching off of me, mother fucker got me tripping
Thinking that I was blinded by needing him
For a time, he was right!
Brain clears out, after enough time…

Forcing me to betray my principles
Turning them from strong to sinkable
Knowing I never would, not only ‘coz it’s taboo
You messed me well enough to turn me into you

I am making peace with the wrongs that I did
The ones that bother just me
The truly wicked don’t care… for their wickedness
At least I can beg the Earth… for forgiveness

Your allegiance is to no one, not Goddess, not Satan
Not a deity in sight, much less a person
Falling from lap to lap, based on your necessities
Drinking from every tap
FOREVER FUCKING THIRSTY